on being dispersed – mob journal


on occasion, one experiences dispersion. an out-of-body-embodied sensation of occupying space in multiple iterations. these iterations are entangled by shared energy, but separate in how they are affected. by virtue of this dispersal, the intensity of affective energy flows to margins and peripheries hitherto untouched by consciousness, empowering a body to disclose new orientations with itself and its environment. dispersion also pertains to the physics of optics, i.e. a rainbow, when light refracts and reveals an entire spectrum. and then there’s also the way in which a body’s matter/energy is dispersed across different planes of existence– material, digital, virtual, astral, etc.

dispersion is a phenomenon that discloses the de-centralized extra-dimensionality of human experience when unburdened by the gravitational pull of binary forces; it is what a body can do.


outtakes/full set:

that into which we are  t h r o w n .





virtuality: neither substance nor lack, but the disclosure of an excess / a surface between passion and action



dream mechanics: at what frequency do qubits   d i s p  e   r    s     e      ?



d i s s i m u l a t i o n . neither original nor copy, but superposition.



wave: a disturbance of a field in which a physical attribute moves through space-time.


if there is no such thing as death, but only the reconfiguration of energy, is the pixel a living thing? does the pixel endure suffering? are there affections between pixels as there are between atoms? does such a being experience time if it has no motility? or can we not experience this alterity, we the kinaesthetically deficient, we the eternally vigilant.



complexity is not a function of facticity; rather, they are disclosed in the activation of   p a r a l l e l  traces in sync.


wavelength measured at the frequency of fluidity.

c  o  m  m  o  n   notions.


empty presentation. the impression fades into the realm of lost affections. and we       f     o    r   g  e t  .



unmoved mover.



the episteme of form.



subject: unique jenkins
wardrobe: chelsea bravo
makeup and hair: natalia carrasco
space: metropolitan museum of art, greek wing


photographer note:
complex and experimental, this set of photos is inspired by the following imaginaries:

the ontology of digital bodies.
– specifically, images dressed as photography that live on the digital plane of existence. what is the ‘becoming’ of the digital image-body that is the representation of a material body, this thing that takes on a life of it’s own, in a digital world that is increasingly indistinguishable from the material one? is it merely data-object? or is the physical body the data against which the digital body measures itself? a new binary emerges: online/offline

optical dispersion and other visual aberrations as examples of different ways of seeing (vis-a-vis the modern gaze)
– seeing temporal and spatial self-differentiations as opposed to pre-presented unities. we typically only see surface outlines of bodies, not the movement of innumerable layers that synthesize into a single form. dispersion plays with the notion that there exists within the unitary image, multiple sources of self-differentiation. disclosed in the dispersing, each dispersed layer is a plane of overlap/connection with other self-iterated bodies within that same space.

fashion as exemplary of the banality of individuality within the context of surveillance capitalism.
– hypothetical: ‘fashion’ embraces the nihilism of an existence where the freedom (in terms of a body’s capacity) to individuate/differentiate one’s self from all influencing forces is impossible– one does not stand out from the masses, one is only incorporated into it, whether as consumer, as mirrored image of one’s digital composition, or as data. capital, style, control, agency are all inexorably intertwined; the amalgamation of all these is expressed in and as fashion– that which binds us in an economy of (colonized) desire, and the perpetual deferral of it’s fulfillment. query: how does the body reconfigure fashion, transmuting it as a function of a body’s movement with time (aion as opposed to chronos), rather than fashion being merely a function of desire (in terms of a binary lack/accumulation)?

eurocentric standards pertaining to fashion, architecture, and image-making technology.
– the dominant mode of seeing today– of experiencing and relating to the world visually, via the gaze (not just naively male, but modern)– is an attitude inherited from a eurocentric tradition traceable back to platonic idealism. this collaboration with unique was an experiment to explore if such dominant eurocentric sensibilities and attitudes could be made simultaneously obvious and inconsequential through the activation, and incursion of conflicting, over-determined, and over-layered elements.

subjectivity and the problem of representation.
– assuming the precondition of a negative binary, can the subject of an image resist being reduced to an object? or does all the semantic power reside on the side of the viewer? in which case, can the viewer’s gaze be affected by the subject long enough for the gaze to shift into a more empathetic mode of perception? i’m of the mind that ultimately these are not necessarily the best questions asked. rather than musing on impressions and effects, i want to shift focus away from the fear of an objectifying gaze, and instead aim towards the empowerment of the subject, viewer’s gaze be damned. to this end, i kept my direction to a minimum in order to allow as much of unique’s own energy to be transposed on screen as possible. and in post, maintained a dialogue with unique to reconfigure the images in ways most aligned with her subjectivity, that expressed her fluidity most adequately.
– all this ties directly into the image as place, the image as arguably among the most highly contested spaces there is. all participants in this industry hold sway over the content/substance/style/etc of the image, everyone often except for the subject. whatever the advertising, marketing, fashion, product, or whathaveyou, the narrative that is rarely told (if even possible) is that of the subject’s. given the limitations of the medium and it’s penchant towards digital clarity, formal reduction, and the isolation of time, the image-subject exists as disembodied idealization, i.e. as mere representation. all to say, nurturing a non-binary, non-objectifying, and dispersal relationship between photographer and subject lies at the core of my ethics, and is something i attempted to put into practice here.